bookandnovel Chapter 156 What Is Life?
Chapter 156 What Is Life?
Get up and leave... leaving Qiu Ruoyan alone, holding the warm jade in a daze.
Unknowingly, my face was filled with tears.
"Dog man...why don't you listen to me..."
"I don't know how long I have..."
As she spoke, a trace of blood spilled from the corner of her mouth again. She took out a napkin and wiped it slowly for a while.
I put away the jade and drank the porridge quietly...
Gu Changan flew all the way, and just after leaving Hongcheng, he immediately recalled Qiu Ruoyan's words.
The more he thought about it, the more something was wrong.
"This bitch, isn't something going on?"
He also knew that Qiu Ruoyan was doing it for his own good, and if he killed too many people, it would be difficult for him to survive the disaster.
The three calamities of heaven and earth are difficult to deal with, not to mention the six calamities of human beings?
Shaking his head, he sighed and headed back towards Hongcheng...
Opening the door and entering her office, Qiu Ruoyan looked at him in surprise.
"Didn't you leave?"
"I miss you!" Gu Changan said this inexplicably.
Qiu Ruoyan was stunned, and her eyes instantly became wet.
Standing up and throwing herself into his arms, Gu Changan hugged her tightly and asked softly:
"Did something happen to you?"
"No...Brother Chang'an, I want it!" Qiu Ruoyan said softly.
"Snapped…"
After patting her butt, Gu Changan picked her up and headed towards the bedroom.
Qiu Ruoyan was like crazy, tireless, and didn't stop until the evening.
He pinched her cheek angrily...
"Bitch woman, are you going to squeeze me dry again?"
"No way, brother Chang'an is the best, people can't stand it!"
Rubbing the bait gently, Gu Changan enjoyed these words very much.
"By the way, I listened to what you told me today... Besides, I'm not a demon who kills innocent people indiscriminately... I'm a good young man!"
"Bah..." Qiu Ruoyan spat, "That's now, what about you before?"
"Hey, you're still talking about me. Didn't you do the same before?"
"I haven't killed as many people as you. In the past, your sword energy was always blood-colored. When you strike, you look like a demon."
"Ahem...then I've changed, haven't I?"
"Well!" Qiu Ruoyan stopped talking and hugged him again, lying quietly on his chest like a little kitten.
As a result, Gu Changan couldn't rub the bait, so he had to take out his hand and gently stroke her hair...
"Ruoyan, are you worried about something?"
"What did you say?" Qiu Ruoyan looked up at him.
"Is there something wrong with you?"
"last sentence!"
"Ruoyan?"
"Well..." Qiu Ruoyan looked at him with bright eyes, leaned forward and kissed him.
"Well...you do it again!"
... While Gu Changan was getting dressed, he said angrily: "You bitch, you've been delayed for another hour. I really have to go back. Please call me anytime..."
"Yeah, let's go!" Qiu Ruoyan propped up her chin, lying on the bed and looking at him with a smile.
"The weird ones...are gone!"
Gu Changan put on his clothes, turned around and left...
Qiu Ruoyan's smile gradually disappeared, she slowly put on her clothes and came to the rooftop.
A dark rose appeared in her hand.
An illusory face gradually appeared on the rose. The face gradually became clear and looked exactly like her own.
"Qiu Ruoyan...there are still 4 hours, and a great change is coming...have you thought about it?"
"Zi Yan, if I don't fuse your memory, won't I be able to break through the realm of heavenly beings and inherit your Tao fruit completely?"
"That's right... heavenly beings, heavenly beings, what are heavenly beings? Divine consciousness transforms into soul, completely breaks away from the physical body, breaks the shackles of life, and is a heavenly being. Incomplete Tao Fruit, the spiritual consciousness is bound by Tao Fruit, You cannot transform into a soul...so you have been hurt by the Tao Fruit."
Qiu Ruoyan was silent... She had been struggling with this issue for a long time. She didn't want Zi Yan's memory.
What is life?
It doesn't prove that you can still breathe.
But everything you have experienced... is the bits and pieces along the way, the pain, the sorrow, the joy, the heartbeat...
With memory, there is life... With Zi Yan's memory integrated, will I still be myself?
This is not just watching, like watching a movie, but a real memory.
So she has been hesitant to really inherit the memory. She is afraid that her personality will change drastically and she will no longer be herself.
"well……"
The illusory face on the black rose let out a long sigh.
"Ruoyan, I have truly died a long time ago, and the heavenly soul has returned to the heavenly road. It's just that that girl from the Divine Phoenix has always wanted to resurrect me, so she sealed the memory in the Dao Fruit... Actually, I hope that the memory will dissipate in the world... You Just figure it out yourself!"
As soon as the words fell, the illusory face disappeared...
Qiu Ruoyan sat down, lit a cigarette... and smoked it slowly.
The cold wind blew, and the fireworks flickered, just like her mood...
She knew clearly that if she didn't fuse her memories, she really wouldn't be able to break through the realm of heavenly beings. She wouldn't be strong enough to suppress Xiaoxiao in the city, and the most important thing would be Yuan.
This ancient man who has been looking for so long but there is no movement...
If she breaks through the Heaven Realm and obtains the complete Dao Fruit, she will not be afraid even if it is Yuan.
After thinking for a while, she shouted to the black rose.
"Senior Ziyan!"
The illusive human face gradually appeared.
"Senior Ziyan, if I inherit your memory and obtain the complete Dao Fruit, can I defeat Yuan?"
"He..." There was a trace of memory on the face.
"Yuan was once a good friend of mine... He was a disciple of Taoist Kunpeng, and he unexpectedly received the inheritance of swordsmanship from Emperor Xuanyuan Huang. In terms of strength, he is not much different from me back then... It's hard to judge how he is now!"
"And the duel between monks is very important. Time, location, and mentality... will all become the key to victory or defeat!"
"I understand, thank you Senior Ziyan!"
Human Face sighed again.
"No need to thank you, your business is my business...I am already dead. I hope you live a good life. Let me see if immortality really exists in this world!"
"I will!"
At this moment, Qiu Ruoyan had made up her mind, put out the cigarette butt in her hand, stood up, put away the black rose, and jumped to the center of the rooftop...
…
Gu Changan went all the way back to his old house... Qiu Ruoyan's words kept coming back to his mind...
"Am I... too clinging to the past, too indifferent to feelings?"
"Qiu Ruoyan, it seems that she has true feelings for me!"
Standing in the courtyard, looking up at the bright moon, it was cold and lonely.
"We are all the same people, living in this world like a wild dog, with no relatives or friends..."
"I can feel her inner struggle. She wants to care for her, but she also wants to avoid caring for her..."
After a long time, he sighed, sat in the courtyard, and lit a cigarette.
"My heart is in chaos!"
"Suddenly the world will change drastically, but my heart will be confused!"
"Shouldn't..."
Soon, after adjusting his mood, Gu Changan's eyes showed a hint of determination, he put out the cigarette butt and pressed it into the soil.
"Yuan Wei is dead, the enemy is facing us... we must do everything we can to increase our strength!"
"What a bullshit affair between children, their lives are at stake..."
"Perhaps, I can only consider these things when I stand at the top of the world. I don't deserve these things now... Gu Chang'an, you have to be sober... You have to swim against the current in your life, and you must not be trapped in the same place."
He took out his phone, put it in front of him, and looked at the time.
December 18, 11:45…
"Ding dong!"
The phone suddenly vibrated with a message.